If you read my bio, I explain how I got on this forum in the first place. Read that first to get an initial understanding for what I'm going to write in this post.
In 2014, I befriended a witch we will name "Eliza." I don't feel the need to use her real name. We had this brief, yet intense friendship where I was the compulsive over-sharer of my Catholic guilt. I shared all my sexual insecurities with this person. Being an Aspie, intensive, yet arbitrarily internalized moral convictions are something I still struggle to understand to this day. I don't over-share like I did when I was in an active correspondence with Elizabeth, and I have let go much more of my Catholic identity. Some moral convictions and ethical fears regarding sexuality still bother me, even if much less so than before. I don't share those like I used to.
To make things short, I'll end with this: Should anyone who is curious about paganism be even posting on this forum? Furthermore, should I be concerned about biting off more than I can chew if I were to rush the remainder of my deconstruction of my Catholic indoctrination? Please, tell me what you think.