Hallo, first thing sorry for me bad grammer and wrong use of english :p.
I'm Aäron i life in belgium (flanders part), i'm 29 but me intrest in the occult started verry young but i didn't know what i did. i stopped with it i got a depresssion and from that time when i stopped i didn't know what to life for because i have the empty feeling inside that i lost myself after 9 years i begin searching again and found the youtube channel, now (since yeserday) i decided i wanne make a new journey and learn what i can with help. i have a long way to go. they say you can only do magic when a heatlhy spirit in a healthy body (i'm fat for real, me household is a mess) i have a lot off changesto bring to me life but since i made the descission i have the feeling i have something again to life for. this sounds maybe as a sad storry but for me this is hope that i can become what i alway's wanted to be.