In the past few days, my very Christian mother has gotten suspicious of me; specifically, whether or not I still believe in the Judeo-Christian God. As that sentence should tell you, I no longer do. I've been forced to lie to her and actually start a Christian devotional to cover my tracks, but she's still suspicious. I'm worried that she'll find my grimoire or something similar and have a breakdown. If she finds out, the chance of her being absolutely distraught is 100% and I don't want to hurt her because I love her. Please, send prayers of protection.