So when I was 11, my mom died from complications of diabetes type two. Later, my stepmom ( who is another witch in the household ) did an angel card reading for me, after the reading she told me that my mom now understood that my stepmom was the right person to raise me. (You see, my mom when she found out about my stepmom, was pissed at me because I didn't notify her that my dad was dating again. She didn't talk to me for the whole day after that. As well as continued to harbor hatred towards my stepmom)
When I was told that my mom was okay with my stepmom, I had such relief. I found out that I had been carrying guilt for not telling my mom about my stepmom ever since the day she said something about it. So things were great. Until my dad and stepmom told me they were not going to date anymore last weekend. My world fell apart and my younger sisters are still trying to recover. The night after they told us the news, I dreamed of my mom, I saw her trying to say something to me, she looked so panicked and scared. I know in dreams, people in the dreams can represent something else.
But it wasn't the only thing I experienced. I lit some instance the other night and I was listening to music when I heard something ( I know I was listening to music but it was loud enough to catch my attention ) in my room. I couldn't hear what it was exactly, but it sounded like a voice. I asked my sisters if they heard anything, but they said that they heard nothing ( they aren't witches themselves but they do believe in the craft). Later after I investigated, I conclude that it was coming from my dresser, and what do you know, my mother's picture is on my dresser. It only happened once but it was startling enough that it caught my attention. I also was drawing one night in my room ( when I draw I close my eyes and let my hand scribble what I am feeling and I don't pay attention to what it feels like I'm drawing. I just channel my emotions into my hand. When I open my eyes, I find meanings and pictures in the random scribbles. It is how I measure my emotional health ) and I drew my mom and a speech bubble, inside the speech bubble was a bunch of random lines that I couldn't decipher.
I think my mom's spirit is trying to tell me something, but I can't understand the signs she is giving me. Is there a more efficient ( and easier ) way to speak to my mom's spirit? Please tell me what you think!
Peace and love,
P.s I am a novice witch so if you could break it down for me, that would be great!