This is roughly the third time I've had to write this because this site isn't friendly towards mobile users.
So a few days ago I casted my first (second if you count my money attractiveness spell to my wallet, which I think is working) big spell.
This spell was focused for my boyfriend who has a job interview today. So I casted this spell three days ago to help him prepare.
I knew this was going to be a big spell. I was going to gather everything I learned over these past 4 months and was actually going to try and cast Magick.
I took a deep breath and something told me I was ready.
The first thing I had to do was cleanse my space and the crystals I would be using. I currently only have 5 crystals (3 clear quartz and two Amethysts), so I cleansed a clear quartz and set its intention. I imagined a fire burning the energy around it away as the smoke curled around it. Then I held it in both of my hands and set its intention as a crystal for self determination and self confidence. It was then I left the crystal get progressively hotter. This has never happened to me before and actually shocked me. It held a warmth to it that I didn't expect.
I then cleansed my tarot deck and began to shuffle it. Asking the deck to give me the best card that would guide him to where he seeks and help him along his journey. I drew the Chariot, a wonderful sign.
I then took a rose he gifted me and placed the card on top of it and the crystal on top of that.
As the insense burned I changed "As this insense burns, so shall your heart. As the smoke rises into the night, as so shall your fears. All that is left is pride and self assurance, the knowledge that you have that you are you and that you are more than you know."
As I placed everything on each other I chanted "May the moonlight carry this prayer along the Chariot. As you awake knowing you are full, fearless, and whole, know that light will find you and hold you in his gentle palm. You are strong, you are fearless, you are confident, you are powerful."
This went on until I was certain I was done. I lit blue candle to help him with his communication skills and finished the spell. After that I took a long nap.
Last night my boyfriend and I were talking and his entire attitude about everything changed. He wasn't nervous, he was ready. He wasn't anxious, he was certain.
I feel that I did good in my first serious spell work, now we can only wait until everything goes by.
I'm just really excited and wanted to share my experience.