I hope this is the right place to start this dialogue. I am a Witch. I am the daughter of a Witch and the mother of one. My mother would slap me if she knew I just wrote that. I didn't know what I was. My mother did her best to hide herself and honestly I didn't know until she passed. My daughter has always had the love and support she has needed on her journey but she is an only child and feels I could have done more. I feel I did too much. I feel I spoiled her and our relationship is rocky. I share all this to say that sometimes it is simply our fate to separate from our nest no matter the circumstance. We are simply pulled away. I feel that this is often mistaken for conflict or rejection in families, but it is simply a deep, innate need to travel. I want to reach out to those who are going through tough times. There were times during this part of my life that I didn't think I'd make it to see 49. I can give my love and strength. Sometimes lavender or salt can lower conflict in a home. Know that you are cherished. Know that only the finest blade hits the hottest fires. I offer what I wished I had had at the time.
Dear Olivia, you have helped me so much. I am Scorpio and there is no way I could have opened up like this before your videos. Thanks to you and Blessings. RRB
Hi Red River Bleu, your post resonated with me, but kinda in reverse, haha. You see my mom is a scorpio, with a strong scorpio character, and for all my teenage and early 20's years we had a very sour relationship for many years. Many times I wanted to leave, but never felt right to just go on bad terms. I took a lot of time and effort from both of us to get over the mutual disappointment, we had poor communication and very dogmatic points of view.
Nowadays we have each other's back and know we do, she knows I'm exploring the magical side of myself that always neglected, and she's been very supportive by either helping me add more plants to my collection or telling me about my granddad who was sort of medium/witch.
Finally I want to thank you RRB, for made me think and realise how blessed I really am to have my mom and to keep building our healthy relationship.
Thanks and may many blessings find you.
Thank you. Hug!
My heart goes out to you and I wish that the conflict between your kin is lessened in the future, even somewhat.