tarot reading

I've read a tarot card for the first time to a girl I met in a social media,this not really about tarot reading but I want jsut to know what happened to me before I read her card. I met her in facebook since she's using dummy account I don't her face and real name, nothing at all, so I ask her to send a picture of so I can visualize her like she's with me and to connect with her. As I shuffling my deck of cards while looking at her picture, I suddenly feel heavy and I can't hardly breath. It looks like a bad energy or something? I feel hartred I feel my heart ache and Im about to cry, my mind flashes some scene that she particularly have hatred to this person, and that person is part of her family. So I ask her about that and I was right she has a hatred towards her mother since she was a kid until now, I also ask her why she just forgive her mother and she answered "I can forget but can't forget". I still feel those heavy feeling after our session, I just don't know what happened that time, it feels like isn't me. Does anyone now what's that means?