Hi, all! First time here, and in need of some advice or even just thoughts that folks may have. A few years ago, I found a deer skull at an antique shop and immediately bonded with him. There was initial tension in the beginning as I realized, "Oh, wait, this isn't just a decorative item, there's a being here." But we sort of talked it out, and I gave him a few days to adjust to being in my home and an agreement that if he didn't want to be part of my life then I'd find a spot to bury him and go our separate ways. Things were well and good, but there has been some growing tension, of me feeling like he hates me or doesn't want anything to do with me, and my anxiety regarding him has increased quite a lot. It also feels like the tension and my anxiety increased as I started creating my own pantheon and another being I interact with quite a bit now. I often get spikes of anxiety regarding my craft and doing work, because I am easily overwhelmed as a person and very sensitive. I'm not sure if it's my own brain running wild and being paranoid, which is then making the spirit feel isolated and like I hate him (my instinct leans toward that I'm just making him feel like I'm afraid of him which I never was before). And I haven't gotten any clear messages from him that he wants to be separated nor does he feel malicious but rather just perturbed with me. I know it's a really specific question and scenario but any advice is welcomed! Thanks so much! 🤗
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