So my family is in a christian side group,(?) And just recently I have added my christian side into my practise. I still can't shake the fear of it being wrong even though it feels just right. Any way to work with this?
Personally, I struggled with that issue for a short time. How I got around it was to retrain myself and my beliefs. I had to think about what Hell was and its purpose and then have a talk with God about it all and remember that what He said was what I had to go with, not what anyone else said. Not my father, not my church, not even the bible as those are all words from mortal men and not from Him. When someone says 'You're going to Hell for this or that' that's them impressing their beliefs and judgement on you, not God's. So basically, what I'm saying is how I got past this particular issue was to more or less reevaluate my relationship with God Himself and realizing that my practice is intrinsically linked to Him and His power and every time I practice, it's my way of communicating with him and reestablishing that link. But that was just how I did it and I'm not claiming to be an expert in this, it may be a different path for you on how you get there but what I do know is it is possible.
Personally, I struggled with that issue for a short time. How I got around it was to retrain myself and my beliefs. I had to think about what Hell was and its purpose and then have a talk with God about it all and remember that what He said was what I had to go with, not what anyone else said. Not my father, not my church, not even the bible as those are all words from mortal men and not from Him. When someone says 'You're going to Hell for this or that' that's them impressing their beliefs and judgement on you, not God's. So basically, what I'm saying is how I got past this particular issue was to more or less reevaluate my relationship with God Himself and realizing that my practice is intrinsically linked to Him and His power and every time I practice, it's my way of communicating with him and reestablishing that link. But that was just how I did it and I'm not claiming to be an expert in this, it may be a different path for you on how you get there but what I do know is it is possible.