I have a complication called aphantasia. This mean I have the inability to visualize things, like the common example of visualizing an apple and what it looks like it's color it's weight it's shine it's anything I can't do it. There is a spectrum and I am on the lowest end meaning I cant see anything. I can't day dream or draw but I try. I use references to give me ideas of what things look like.
So with that being said. How can I visualize in my witchcraft practices? I have tried the closest I get is putting words to tactile feelings but never visualizing energy leaving or colors? Is there something else I can do?