At least once or twice a year I have the same exact dream. I've been having this dream since I was around the age of like 3 or 4. I don't know how or why I keep having this dream though and I'm hoping someone can help me figure out why. I'm sorry this is so long I just wanted to explain what happens in the dream so it's easier to understand why it's so bizarre to keep having such a dream. Thank you in advance.
The dream starts with me as a small child (around 3 or 4) and I'm holding my mother's hand walking through this courtyard to what I somehow knew was our apartment before even walking up the stairs (please keep in mind I had never seen this apartment before and still haven't). As we are walking through the courtyard there are these two young men probably in their late teens or early 20's (I also somehow knew they were the same age) and I have no idea why this part was so important to me but they were both wearing similar maybe even the same clothes (some parts are hard to remember) and the same exact earing they are diamonds about the size of a toddlers finger. they related in some way (Idk what way just know they are family from the same bloodline they are not step-siblings or anything like that). We walk past them and go up the stairs to our apartment we live on the second floor. as we are walking up the stairs I feel bad energy but continue walking. my mom unlocks the door and steps to the side in front of a window with the curtains closed near the door. there is no furniture in the room. after I watch my mother step to the side I look over and see a very tall robot type thing, it's more like an animatronic. (i realize this sounds weird but bear with me) he grabs me by my wrists and starts violently swinging me in a circle around and around very very fast. I'm focused on his face in the dream but I can never remember what it looks like (same with the boys) he ends up dropping me and my mother just stands still and stares at me then she takes the things hand and this is where it gets blurry I can never remember if they walk into the bathroom or out of the front door it's almost as it happens simultaneously and no it's not a slightly different dream its the exact same. but literally, no one talks to me at all except for the robot thing. in my dream, I can understand him even though he just sounds like a distorted radio but when I wake up I can't recall at all what he actually said. anyway, when I wake up I'm short of breath and lowkey terrified each time I have a dream. Does anyone have any idea how to interrupt this dream or why I keep having it? Also, I'm sorry this is so long. Thank you to anyone who decides to help.